Friday, November 24, 2006

On FOREVER

I can't even think of the perfect way to start this entry. Pretty much like how I never thought I would ever be swept off my feet again.
For quite some time now, I have relinquished to the fact that I would end up in the Pink Sisters sanctuary in Tagaytay. I honestly believed that that was the path I was supposed to take. But God (and Cupid!) had other plans up His sleeve and my destiny has taken a new course.
Friends and clients and acquaintances even, whom I haven't seen for a long time, come up to me and tell me how happy I look or how 'glowing' I am. I don't think it's my regular trips to my derma. =) Nor is it the success brainbeam has attained over the past years. The so-called 'glow' comes from deep within my heart, sparked by this one person who has totally changed my life. I have never been this happy and contented. He makes me appreciate the little things. He has affected me like nobody else has. He's brought me so much love, and joy, and comfort that my future now seems so much brighter and colorful than it's ever been. I remember hearing the song "The Last Time" and thinking to myself... this is exactly how I feel about this relationship.
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The first time I fell in love was long ago.
I didn't know how to give my love at all.
The next time I settled for what felt so close.
But without romance, you're never gonna fall.
After everything I've learned;
Now it's finally my turn.
This is the last time I'll fall... in love.
The first time we walked under that starry sky,
there was a moment when everything was clear.
I didn't need to ask or even wonder why,
because each question is answered when you're near.
And I'm wise enough to know when a miracle unfolds,
this is the last time I'll fall in love.
Now don't hold back, just let me know.
Could I be moving much too fast or way too slow.
'Cause all of my life, I've waited for this day.
To find that once in a lifetime, this is it, I'll never be the same.
You'll never know what it's taken me to say these words.
And now that I've said them, they could never be enough.
As far as I can see, there's only you and only me.
This is the last time I'll fall in love.
Last time I'll fall in love.
The last time I'll fall... in love.
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I'd like to thank YOU for your endless patience, understanding and sincerity. Problems crumble under my feet because I know you are there supporting me and believing in me. The world may not seem as perfect now, but I have high hopes and faith that we will get past this with flying colors. I look forward to far and beyond being with you. RED ORANGE, with all my heart.